Martin
Luther once opined that if we are going to sin, we might as well sin boldly.
After all, a sin is a sin is a sin. Difference in degree makes no difference,
as I have maintained for a very long time. For instance, stealing a dime and
stealing a million dollars is still stealing. No matter how much we steal,
large or small amount, stealing is a sin. So if we are going to sin by
stealing, on a theological level, steal big.
On
a practical level, I remember an old prof in seminary who said the same thing.
He said, if you are going to steal, don’t stop with $10,000. Steal millions
because you’ll still get the same jail time. He was wrong, however. A former
employee in a parish I served embezzled over a hundred thousand dollars. He got
three-to-six years in jail. At the same time a high-ranking sport person had
embezzled several million dollars and received a sentence of one year. The
parish employee obviously did not steal enough to hire a good lawyer while the
other guy did.
There’s
a moral there somewhere when it comes to the practical. On the theological
level there is one there also. It is good to sin if we know that what we are
doing is both deliberate and wrong. We don’t sin by accident. All sin is
deliberate. Both gentlemen knew that what they were doing was wrong and that if
they were caught, they would have to pay a civil penalty. They were and they
did. They had no one else to blame but themselves even if they tried to justify
what they did, and they did try.
The
reason why Luther and even my seminary prof concluded that a big sin/crime was
better than a small one is that we humans tend to not sweat the small stuff.
“My sin was not so bad,” we say to ourselves. It could have been worse. Our
sins only seem to get our attention when they are whoppers and we can neither
deny nor justify what we have done. We have to face up to our sin.
That’s
where the rubber hits the road. It seems that it takes something that we can
neither avoid nor excuse that finally gets our attention: Luther’s point. Until
our sinfulness gets our attention, we keep on keeping on. On the other hand,
what if we never really sin boldly, do something that gets us arrested or hurts
another so much that the other is scarred for life?
That’s
the dilemma we face, isn’t it? Since we are not great sinners, personal sin
never gets much of our attention. And because it does not, sinning doesn’t seem
to do us much good because we believe our sins haven’t done much bad. We
convince ourselves that we are good, and we are, and that we are not perfect,
which we are not, and that God understands, which God does.
But
none of that is an excuse to not get serious about our deliberate failings and
shortcomings, as minor as they maybe. If we do not, they only get worse.
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