Most of the time just taking that first step, as difficult
as it sometimes is, and it truly is often difficult to do so, is enough. We
simply need to get started on the day. But there are indeed days when even
taking that first step, let alone simply crawling out from underneath the
covers, almost seems to be an impossibility. All we want to do is drag the
covers over our head and go back to sleep and then, when we re-awake, hope to
find the energy and the desire to get out of bed and get going.
Yes, there are truly times in our lives when a good night's
sleep just is not enough. We are still physically drained when the alarm clock
goes off and we do need to get a little more shuteye. The real issue, however, are those times when
we truly have no desire to get out of bed. We're not tired from over work or
over exertion. We had a good night's sleep. Tossing off the covers, getting out
of bed and beginning the day is not the issue. The issue is the lack of desire
to simply do so. If asked why we feel that way, we would have no answer other
than, "That's just the way I feel. Period."
A kind and loving questioner would respond, "Welcome to
the club. Been there, done that myself." That response may not be any
consolation at that moment because logic does not trump how we feel. It does
not matter at that moment that we know everyone feels as we do at times. We
just don't like that feeling, can't understand why we feel the way we do, and
no amount of sane advice or logical explanations will make us feel better. We
feel the way we feel and that is that!
Feelings aside, knowing that countless others at that moment
are feeling the way we do, are struggling like us to get out of their beds,
nevertheless, we know we have to get out of bed. We and they really have no
choice. Together we will begin our day by placing one foot in front of another,
hoping, trusting, even praying that the effort will get easier as the day wears
on and soon will almost seem effortless, or almost so.
This is a faith issue, is it not? We believe that God
created us for a purpose and that purpose was not to hide under the covers when
we do not feel like facing the day ahead. We believe that God will give us
whatever grace, whatever strength we need to toss off the covers, even if it
takes a ton of effort, sit up, place our feet on the floor, and then place one
foot in front of another as we head off to start the day. And we believe God
will continue supplying that same grace and strength throughout the day.
The only thing God will not do for us is take that first
step. That step is up to us. After that God will walk with us every step of the
way as God always does. Sometimes that is all we need to remember in order to
take that first step.
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